I can only rely on U God..

Dearest God,

I know you are beside me now.. i know u live in me now..
and U know that am confused rite now.. with so many things..
I dunno wad should i do.. im in dilemma..but i know.. u r here Lord..
I shall just pray and believe that everything is in its time..

I might be your weak child o lord..
might be your crying baby.. but God, this lil child of yours is seeking You..
is looking up at You..
Cos i know.. U have the plan for me.. for me to walk on..
and i shall not be afraid to walk on no matter what..

I know you never give me the trials which i cant survive..
I know these trials are there for me to become strong..
And one day, when i passed them all...
I will be someone much much better..

Thank you God.. for everything that u had given me so far.. thank you for not abandoning me.. thank you for forgiving me and hold me back in your arms again..

I love You.. i know.. i can just trust in U cos u never leave those who loves u forsaken.. When im at lost.. i know, u r there to hold me up again..

Thank u God.. ^^