High Fever + Gastric Flu

Last nite, i decided tat i should start bring back the best in me.. n yeah today this morning when i woke up, i start coughing, puking and realised tat am having high fever.. things just aint goin the way i want it to be

But i cant afford not to go to office cos.. uKimono launch is realli just the corner and i cant afford to delay any works nemore.. so i drag myself to office today.. coughing the whole day.. keep running to toilet to puke.. am feelin realli lousy.. but thanks god, i manage to get thru the day..

Then, im home at 6+ after seeing the doctor.. doctor said its high fever n gastric flu.. i dun understand why gastric flu cos i had been eating regularly.. aiyahh wadever it is, doctor always just keep repeating those sickness but my fever is high.. its 39.4..

the moment i got into the room, i changed into my PJs and straight plunked onto the bed.. n now i just woke up.. my head is spinning like hell.. i forced myself to eat some porridge so as i can eat the medicine.. but after i ate the medicine.. i puked again.. cough cough and puke..

Actually, its the same feeling during last TAKA. I remembered i was so sick that when bb was here, i cant go out with him.. n one nite, he brought me to hospital and get some drip.. i realli hope this time, the medicine realli helps and i can get well soon..

Am sick of being sick.. realli.. am i pushing myself too hard? i dunno.. but i just want to be stronger again,.. each day am learning how to be strong again.. each day.. but now i collapse.. my body is realli rejectin me now.. i feel like crying now but.. i dun have the energy to do so.. it will make me puke again..

Have u ever.. feeling sick and u r all alone in ur room?? it realli sucks.. Realli.. but its ok.. i believe i will pull it thru.. :)