Being Thankful.. -Angels in Disguise-

Dearest God,
I begin to understand the meaning of being thankful.. am being thankful that u had sent so many Angels in my life.. Angels who walked me thru the hardest time in life.. Angels who never complains.. Angels who never abandon me no matter what.. Angels who ask nutink for return..

Dearest God,
There are especially some people who i need to thanks... in this lil blog of mine.. and pls blessed them with ur might.. cos they had been the most wonderful thing.. who brought back my smiles these days..

Daddy: Though Daddy is not around physically.. but Daddy always send me sms to care.. and told me that i always makes him proud.. no matter what...

Mommy: Mommy who always talks to me.. who always give me a hug when i need one.. The one who always said.. "Mami sayang Dar Dar.."

Ko Paul: The best brother ever.. who usually act cools but when tremor come into life..giveme the best shelter.. didnt treat me as a lil sis.. but told me tat am a grown up who should stand on my own again... but deep down, i knew and understand what he wants me to do...

Nenek Angel: Though she grumbles and nags a lot... but i knew she meant well.. though sometimes, i cant understand and refuse to understand what she is trying to tell me.. but i know.. she just wants me to have the best...

Dd Pen: Though.. he is far.. though we didnt talk much nowadays.. i knew.. in his heart.. he wants me to stand up n be his cheerful sis again.. remembered the times he spent with me when i just lost Firman.. he was always around to cheer me up.. with his funny jokes.. with his funny faces.. just so as i can give him a simple smile..

Dd Vero: Though i met her once only.. this lil sis somehow brought smiles into my life.. i remembered how she cried with me thru webcam.. i remembered how she said "i love u ce..".. i remembered how she was there to pull me up again though the other party is her brother.. I love her.. heapz.. i never have a lil sis.. n since her presence in life, i really feel how fortunate i am to have a lil sis like her.. someone who is independent and aware of what she wants in her life.. Im just proud of her..

Ing Ing: A fren who i just got to know a month ago.. but someone who seems to know me from long long time ago.. someone who can clicked with me instantly at our first meeting.. Someone.. who will give me a hug anytime i needed her.. someone who will accompany me anywhere anytime, when i dun feel like being at home.. Someone who loves me.. n understand me well.. Its amazing to have a fren like this.. not easy to find.. but i believe, God sent her to me.. lemme understand.. what a true friendship is..

My Colleagues, Mel and Annie: The duo who always hangs out with me in office.. who cheers me up with their funny faces n jokes.. who will listen tentatively to me.. who give me a hug when they see tears running thru my cheeks.. who had been so understanding.. all the shopping times.. karaoke times.. all the lunchies times.. appreciate that!! who till now always bring smiles to my face in office.. who had been planning outing and holiday so as i wun be kept alone.. Who treats me like a lil sis and never give up on me though sometimes, i just refuse to understand what they are trying to tell me..

David: Someone.. who wanna cares.. who wanna takes care of me.. who loves me.. but someone who i had been rejecting since a month ago.. someone great with gud thoughts and mind.. but i feel tat he just deserve someone better.. Always be there when i needed someone to talk to.. though sometimes, i didnt look for him.. he will just look for me.. someone who will plan something great for me.. great dinner, great fireworks and stuffs.. someone who i can say dote on me?? yeah but someone who my heart cant accept for this time.. cos my heart is still with Firman.. who might not be even lookin at me again.. though i cant be with him, he does bring smiles to my life.. with all the lil surprises..

My Church Frenz: People who i had just known,.. but manage to bring me close to u again God.. They are the Angels that u sent to me right? so as i believe in u again and yeah they did.. Am realli thankful to them... cos without them.. i might still be the one who keep rejecting u God..

Last but not least... Is Firman: Am thankful that i had him before in my life.. am thankful that he had taught me lotsa of things.. am thankful that he gave me so much memories in my life.. memories that i might not forgot for the rest of my life... am thankful becos without him, i wun be the Angela i am today.. cos without him, i might had lost myself long ago.. am thankful that he brings out the best in me.. bring out the side of me that many people might not notice.. Though, he is no longer mine, but in my heart.. i know he is there.. i dunno till when he gonna stay there.. but am thankful that he is still there till this second.. and when i thought of him sometimes, the memories will still bring back my smile...

And there are others as well... impossible for me to list them all down.. but God, u should know.. who brought back my smiles.. Bless them.. with ur love n might.. They had been Angels in Disguise for me.. and am thankful to You for bringing these Angels in my life.. They might be far.. but i know they are always there.. like an Angel who love unconditionally..

Am being Thankful God today.. I am..