I cried this morning.. n till now.. in office.. my eyes are teary.. i dunno whre is my FA? that ring simply meant a lot a lot to me.. last nite i wear it with my neklace.. i used it as a pendant last nite n yeahhh where is it now?
I remembered.. after i was back home last nite, i still put it on my comp desk.. this morning when i woke up.. i wanna wear the necklace but i only see the neklace but not the ring.. i panicked.. i searched my whole room.. every corner of my room!! but i just cant seem to find it.. am pissed and saddened.. where can it be??
i searched for 2 hours.. till am late for work.. but i just dun wanna lost it!! i kept searching and searching.. how can i lose something so precious to me.. i was angry.. was swearing at myself.. was crying while searching.. but i just cant seem to find it..
Im realli sadden..i wanna cry..i wanna curse.. its something even money cant buy now.. its something that cant be replaced by anitink else...
i just want my FA.. FA, can u come back to me? R u trying to tell me something by going missing like that but... can u pls come back to me for now? i dun wanna know.. even if u r trying to tell me something.. i dun wanna know now.. i just want u back..
Dear God.. u already took Him away from me.. pls dun take away my memories with him too.. pls just let me keep it.. let me keep deep in my heart.. i pray to u God.. dun do this to me.. pls gimme back my FA... Pls dun do this to ur Child God.. i will be good but just lemme keep my memories with him... though i cant have him, but i realli dun wish to erase the memories with him..
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