Today is my Daddy birthday.. but instead of giving him a presie n surprise.. i made him worried n i realli feel very bad about it... Here is a lil convie with my Daddy this morning...
Me: Daddy.. Happy Birthday!!
Daddy: Girl.. Wads wrong with u.. y so late then u call Daddy? Usually u will call me at 12 midnite.
Me: Heh.. sorry i was sleeping d... (Feeling guilty)
Daddy: u sure?? Wads wrong with my lil princess? Y u nv talk to Daddy nemore..
Me: Uhmmm
Daddy: Wads wrong? Its my bdae today..
Me: Daddy.. Firman n I are no longer together..
PAUSE
Daddy: Since when?
Me: Mid last month
Daddy: n u never tell anione... ? u bear it alone?
Me: Got.. mommy, hia n cece know
PAUSE
Daddy: Why so sudden? Did u guys have lotsa of probz?
Me: Uhm.. he just said he wants his freedom..
Daddy: What freedom?? u r in sg and he is in Malaysia?? not enuff freedom?
Me: Daddy.. ok lah.. let it be.. :)
Daddy: Uhmm.. r u okay gal? u r daddy princess.. u always look tough outside but u r realli soft inside.. r u okay? be honest with daddy..
Me: Daddy.. am okay.. just a lil bit hurt now n then.. but am okay d.. :) (Tears Rushing Down)
PAUSE
Daddy: So.. wad is ur plan now?
Me: nutink loh.. work loh.. study loh
Daddy: Wanna go overseas for a short break? when is ur study finishing?
Me: November
Daddy: Wanna take a break first? then take MBA at OZ?
Me: uhhhhmmmm.... but i still gotta work..
Daddy: U need a break i guess... go do up ur proposal k.. show daddy ur MBA plan...
Me: Ok..
Daddy: If he is like that now... he will do the same in the future.. maybe its gud tat u know now rather than we u got married n things happen.. n stop crying now!!!
Me: Daddy.. ok.. but i realli tot he will be the one d.. n yeah had been thru 3.5 years together.. how can i just let go like tat?? (Cry Cry)
Daddy: Daddy knows.. but if he dun cherish u.. u cry also no use right? dah dah dun cry nemore.. u scared nobody wants u meh... my daughter cant be so weak...
Me: Yeah i know.. got lah but.. i still love Firman...
PAUSE
Daddy: Dun lidat k.. Daddy's daughter is not lidat... Daddy daughter is so capable.. good grades.. good career.. cant just be down cos of a guy...
Me: (Crying)
Daddy: Dun cry nemore.. Daddy always think tat u r the most wonderful princess Daddy ever have.. Sorry Daddy cant be there with u now.. but trust Daddy.. if he can do this to u now.. n if he realli loves u.. he will look for u back..
Me: But Daddy.. am i wrong?? am i nt pretty enuff for him?? am i nt gud enuff for him?
Daddy: Of cos.. u might nt be perfect.. n u might have ur own weaknesses as well.. but Daddy can see that u realli love him.. n if He realli loves u.. he will just accept the way u r..
Me: (Sobbing)
PAUSE
Daddy: Dun lidat.. Akui's daughter never been like this before..
Me: But Akui's daughter is also human being..
Daddy: Yeap Daddy know its hard.. but, dun let Daddy down k.. u know Daddy always have high hope on u.. n Daddy always believe that u can do it...
Me: Yeah i know..
Daddy: Daddy loves u..
Me: Dadaaa loves Daddy too...
PAUSE
Daddy: Be good k.. anitink give Daddy a call..
Me: Ok.. Thanks Daddy
Daddy: Tha Tha
Me: Thaa Daddy
Such a lil convie.. but it meant a trillion to me.. I love u Daddy.. i will be good.. this i promise u.. n it will be ur bdae present from ur lil princess...
Monday, September 7, 2009
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