The cruel.. ugly.. lies..

I hate u.. i hate to say i hate u but i hate u.. u broke my heart into pieces with no doubts.. n while am shattering here.. u r having all the fun u can have there.. i hate u..

Why do u need to lie to me? wad wrong had i done? r u sick of me? if tats the case then just let me know.. why still said things so beautiful last time? just to play me.. call me dumb for believing in u.. call me stupid for lovin u till it hurts so much till now...

I always wanna believe in u.. but y? u r dumping me like rubbish now.. am i just a rubbish for u?
Hahaha.. there wun be animore tears for u.. i promise u tat..

D was here with me.. its nice to have somebody to dote on me.. to care n to love me.. i know i wouldnt accept him for now.. cos my heart is still with u.. but one day.. the ugly lie.. the cruel lie will slap me to move on.. n maybe tats the day, i will say 'i love u' to D.

U hurt me bad enuff.. realli veri bad.. i dun wanna believe but tats the fact.. no point keep deceiving myself.. am tired of it.. last time Hardy used to tell me tales abt u.. n been thruu 3.5 years, i tot u wun be lidat but.. i was wrong.. n maybe hardy is right.. call me dumb k.. im realli dumb for believing.. for giving so much.. for loving u so much.. am dumb.. but i knew..my love for u is true.. from the start till now.. its so true that i tot.. u will be the last one..

initially, i tot i failed for being ur gud gal.. but now.. no more self reproaching.. i did wad i can do.. my best.. to protect u.. to care for u.. to love u.. n to give the best for u.. i realli did it.. i didnt mind how tired i gonna be.. all i ever ask for is a smile .. laugter from u after a tiring day at work.. but... :)

Now.. let me say 'I love u' for the last time.. n i shall close this chapter d.. Its realli too painful for me.. too much for me to take it animore... nt tat i dun love u nemore n D is here.. but.. its realli too painful.. i sincerely hope.. u will spend more time with ur family.. they all love u especially ur mom.. pls dun let her down again... pls dun let people who loved u down again.. i will keep u in my prayer everinite.. that u will be good n fine..

I love u bb.. :)