Dear God..

Dear God,

I love u.. i know u r always around.. i know u r there listening to my prayer.. i know u love me but God, can u stop taking things that i love away from me? i know u have plan my way for me.. i know aso that u want the best path for me.. but can u pls return me my ring?

Tats the most sacred thing that i had ever have with Him...though i took it out from my lil finger but it doesnt meant i dun want it nemore...its just i dunno how to wear it nemore.. tat ring is something we shared.. something that holds us close.. remember last time he said "he will not take out his ring unless i took out mine first" but God, i took it out cos he took out his.. n it pains me like hell when i took it out from my finger..

Dear God, though i cant be with him nemore.. i want to keep all the memories with him.. I dun have many wishes for now.. i just want this.. can u pls grant me this lil wish of mine? all the gud and bad times i have with him.. i just wanna keep them..

For He is the one who i love and cares about.. and shares my ups and downs for 3.5 years
He who knows how to make me laugh when im down..
He who knows how to make me angry..
He who knows how to appease me when am angry...
He who knows what im thinking even before i speak up my mind..
He who tuck me in everynite to sleep..
He who prays with me..
He who always tells me how much he love me..
He who knows how to dote on me..
He who kisses my forehead before i sleep..
He who tells me "I love u" when i am already asleep..
He who always hug me tite..
He who is always there when i have my nitemare..
He who feed me with porridge when im sick..
He who brings flower for me all the way from KL
He who go around the whole KL to look for the watch that i had long wanted
He who hangs around with my family well.. n being doted by my family heapz
He who plays card with my grandma n loved by her..
He who is always there.. for me..
The list will go on.... but most importantly
FOR HE IS THE ONE.. WHO MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME..

Dear God, see how fantastic this guy is.. u had taken him away from me.. pls dun take away my memories as well.. can u pls let me keep all these memories.. i will be okay.. if u take them away then i will be angry with u God.. so just let me keep them yah..

If u love me God, this is the only thing i had ever asked for now.. I know u love me.. n u wun want to see me cry..

I will be good.. i promised u that.. just let me keep all these memories.. deep inside my heart.. and God, I love u.. i know u will listen to me..