Bb.. its had been a week tat i do not have u? how have u been baby for this one week? I guess, am feeling a lil bit btter? but might not aso?? babe, i dunno.. maybe from the outside, yeah angela is back the bubbly and cheerful one but,.. i dun realli know wad is happening inside.. i wish, its the same as outside, i realli dunno..
We had a long talk tat nite.. bb, i finally got o hear ur voice.. did u know how much i missed u? :) u told me, u want me to change for myself.. bb, u know all this long... its realli nt all becos of u, but its for US. i realli dunno how to explain it to u.. but i guess ur decision is realli firm this time round.. it hurts babe.. i even thought, am i a burden to u? all along, am i a burden to u?
then u told me.. to change for myself.. to do everything for myself... to change to a better person for myself.. n i told u i can.. i sure can.. u said, u will be back, if tat realli happens.. bb, i had gone thru so much pain this 1 week.. sometimes, i realli even felt tat i lost any feeling nemore.. but i will be strong.. i promised u i will be strong n will show u tat i realli can! bb, i just hope and pray u hold on to ur words n promise.. i realli just want to believe in u...i will change for myself b.. just look at me k! take a look at me.. :)
Bb.. i still can see u, can still talk to u online.. n it realli eased me up.. i can see u smile.. and bb, it realli.. sometimes, i wish u r still mine.. like u used to be.. but i know... u r not nemore.. i know i had to be alone n walk on strong alone.. bb, u too have to be good k.. i love u b.. undeniable, i love u heapz.. sorry for the pain i had brought u for the past 3.5 years.. but.. i realli dun meant it..
be good baby.. realli gotta be good k? :)
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